Daily Dimensional Diaries 09 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Three and Four
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 10/10/2008
God of Man – The Physical: Part Three
In changing the Money System – we change all else.
For at the moment within the current money-system, which has become a system in itself within and as which all are enslaved, even the creators of the current money-system that have designed the money-system as a closed-controlled-system, operating according to those that have ‘ the most / all ’ or stand as a ‘ head ’ or ‘ principle ’ of the money-system or sections through and within which the money-system operates; that if you have money, everyone listens, because you have and stand as that which represents power and control in this world at the moment. Which is money.
And have a look: If you have money and more than enough of it, all principles disappear.
Endowed by the ‘ hand of god as god, ’ though having such money, comes with its ‘ price. ’ The consequence of existing as fear of losing it all. It is within this fear and because of this fear that all principles disappear.
Because the being ’ s life revolves around the surety of ensuring that the money that they have remains in their hands. Money possesses the being through the fear of losing it, as they have sold themselves to god to have the money they desire, becoming possessed by money itself through fear of losing it. They are taken. Consumed by the beast itself as god, lost and caught in the satisfactory turmoil of both having money and the fear of losing it.
All are possessed by or through money to a certain degree, as those that desire to have it or have more. Those that already know it ’ s impossible for them to have it in this life, continue dreaming and wishing within their imagination of mind as how it could ’ ve been; the categorical representations of the ‘ elite ’ of the world, the ‘ middle-class ’ of the world and those that strive under the curse of poverty in this world.
It ’ s fascinating. No matter how much money a being has, no matter in which categorical-placement they exist in this world, there is seemingly just never enough due to the money-system simply not being able to handle, (due to the flaw in its design), so many people in this world.
Another interesting point:
I have observed an interesting definition human beings exist within; of ‘ gratitude ’ and ‘ gratefulness ’ – which has actually become the lived expression of ‘ self-gratification ’ within the starting point of self-interest.
I have especially noted this in religion and spirituality, wherein prayer and worship are projected unto the ‘ greater-one ’ they have committed faith and belief to and within, declaring statements of ‘ thanks ’ as ‘ gratefulness ’ according to ‘ what they have', believing it to be ‘ the greater one ’ providing it and ‘ blessing ’ them with it because of their commitment to this ‘ entity'.
Worshipping or honouring a ‘ god ’ or ‘ entity ’ – expressing ‘ gratefulness ’ for the materialistic environment they exist within, related to and defined as ‘ what they have ’ and others don ’ t.
Though as this ‘ thanking ’ process ensues, as the ‘ expressed gratitude ’ is spoken, what is actually ‘ behind it all', what is actually ‘ behind what is said, ’ is the following:
The beings are so afraid of having to experience the starvation or poverty that reigns in the lands of the world, that ‘ thanksgiving ’ as ‘ expressed gratefulness, ’ is actually done as fear itself. The expressed ‘ thanks ’ as ‘ gratefulness, ’ is done as fear of losing what they have now; actually asking and pleading behind the vigorous prayers and worship: ‘ To not take away what I have now', with the intensity of belief and faith, exists to honour the ‘ greater-one'. To continue providing for them so that they don ’ t end up with nothing, ostracized by the system, by god. Thinking that commitment to belief and faith will ‘ save them ’ from their fears of losing all that they have or not ‘ having enough ’ to survive in this world, fear hiding behind their prayers and worship of thanks as gratefulness. The ‘ thanks ’ as ‘ gratefulness ’ actually stating, 'Thank god I ’ m not starving or have nothing. I will dedicate myself to ‘ the greater one ’ to ensure it remains this way. ’ Self interest.
And if you observe most beings that ‘ follow religion, ’ the ‘ followers ’ of religion, they don ’ t have much money and most struggle because they ’ re actually manifesting and existing as their fear of ‘ not having enough ’ or ‘ none at all ’ , within their very starting point as the reason of their prayers and worship, dedication and commitment. Again, the source of it all: Money.
The serpent has already deceived all. Bitten by the snake and poisoned by its venom, the snake that is ‘ god ’ itself; presented as one of its systems it exists as of this world, of itself as the money-system. Malicious and vile this ‘ god ’ is; that it will transform itself into anything as anything, to have you in its grasp. Biting you with the desire of money, and poisoning you with the possession of yourself thereof. Where all you consist of and exist as is possessed by and through money; becoming the very evil all so mightily fear, yet deliberately ignore or deny; through fear of being exposed for what they are: Self-abdicated, self-defeated fools. Existing only for self-gratification in the light of self-interest. Attempting to hide the darkness that that is actually immersed within the depths of themselves.
Let ’ s observe another religion: Alcohol – those who religiously worship this entity and praise its existence – honouring it through constant drink and party. But another system of god as god itself as the system of this reality:
Why is such a toxin as destructive as alcohol so abundantly produced and readily available to all that so diligently consume it, more destructive than ecstasy and marijuana, for example?
It brings out and strengthens the manifested accepted and allowed lived-existence of beings as self-defeat. Wherein for a moment – where they ’ re existing in and as a euphoric experience, apparently ‘ real ’ and ‘ tangible ’ – when all is tough in themselves and their world, struggling with inner and outer conflicting situations, events or experiences – where for this moment of chemically-induced euphoria – all is ‘ forgotten ’ . But the moment the chemical / toxin dissipates, along with the mind-imaginative induced euphoric experience that seemed so real! – they are hit with reality once again.
And reality as what is real that is faced always, seems to be getting worse and worse and worse the more the induced-euphoria is entered and existing. And the more and more and more the being then yearns for the experience of euphoria but for a moment. And the more they continue with the uplifting experience of euphoria, and fall down hard, face first – seeing directly into their ass as what is real as this reality hits them.
Within this cycle, the manifested principle to which they abide and exists as, as manifested self-defeat proliferates. Because the harder and tougher it gets to exist in this reality, and the more they ‘ give into ’ the system, as the pull of the struggle to exist in this reality is so intense, it becomes so much more easier to abdicate themselves to and as the system. To ‘ just make their struggle in this world with themselves ’ so much easier.
Because in the very accepted and allowed act of drinking alcohol actively – to enter that euphoric experience – is the very act of self-defeat stating: I am just not capable of changing myself, the system has me, god has me using alcohol to hide in the self-smeared face of the truth of reality, one ’ s world, both within and without. Declaring abdication of self-responsibility due to self being defeated by the system. Only proliferating and intensifying this self-defeat, within the attempted hiding place of euphoria induced by the temptation that is alcohol – the serpent's deception – poisoning self within and through the accepted and allowed existence of self-defeat.
The more the being give into this temptation – the more they live the statement of themselves as self-defeat – over and over and over declaring to themselves: I can ’ t change – I am at the mercy of the system, of god itself – they are abdicating self as self-responsibility.
Therefore realize: That if you ’ re not one and equal with ‘ god ’ the ‘ system ’ , this reality as the physical – you will destroy yourself and be destroyed.
You will be destroyed by and through that which you are not standing one and equal with of the system, of god, this reality as the physical. Because you ’ re in this very acceptance and allowance stating that that which you are not willing to stand one and equal with, is more than you, and thus you are existing in fear of it. And you as that which you ’ re unwilling to stand one and equal with of and as yourself as god, the system, this reality as the physical, will prove you to you by and through manifesting the exact fear and showing to you that it's more than you; because this is what you ’ re living as yourself.
Therefore, if you ’ re not willing to be as ‘ god ’ the ‘ system ’ as yourself here in totality – one and equal – how can you possibly self-direct you in your world as your world here? For in and as the very points as how god, the system, this reality operates, that you ’ re not willing to do or be or stand as one and equal here – where you are the directive principle as that within the starting point as yourself as all as one as equal – you will be manipulated and controlled within and through such points – still but a slave.
Therefore, it is to stand absolute as god, the system, this reality. As the physical here one and equal, to get to know and understand how god, the system operates exactly. To be and become as specific and diligent within self-directive self-discipline – one and equal as the system, as ‘ god ’ as it exists and how it operates – herein, you will have the ability to be self-directive as ‘ god ’ , the ‘ system ’ – exactly as ‘ god ’ the ‘ system ’ – the only ‘ difference' being your starting point.
No more being a slave – but standing as ‘ god ’ , the ‘ system ’ itself, within the self-directive absolute specified expression here, as all as one as equal as life – herein, the only difference between the current manifested physical god, the system as this reality as the physical – and yourself as god, the system – is that the starting point will no more be of and as only self-interest – but as all as one as equal as life here.
Therefore – we must stand one and equal as ‘ god ’ , the ‘ system ’ as what it currently exist as and how it operates within the starting point of self as all as one as equal here. Anything less than that or of hidden agenda – you will simply destroy and fuck yourself.
Even Anu himself wasn ’ t aware and didn ’ t realise that his own creation fucked him. Realize, that if you do not stand as the exactness and specificity and disciplined diligence of your creation as your creation as what it consists of and exists as – all of it, as it, precisely to the tee – such as the mind as an example, it will fuck with you, because in the very act of such accepted and allowed separation from your own creation, you are giving it the power to exist as more than you, and in this action – giving it the power to be what you cannot conceive yourself to be – and thus you give it the ‘ life ’ to develop and evolve in itself, for itself, by itself – to be all that you believe yourself not to be.
A simple example being computer-memory; wherein we cannot conceive ourselves having the ability to have such memory as the computer. The computer a creation of ourselves as ourselves, which we have deemed ‘ god ’ over and of us. As many human beings of this world solely rely on the computer for their existence in this world. As all and most businesses are driven through and by and as the computer. Herein how we ’ ve separated ourselves from systems. Surely, if such a creation came of us – then the very operation as how the computer exists and all that it consists of – must exist within and as us here in the physical. See the extent to which we ’ ve separated ourselves from ourselves? All that exists here in the world, this reality that is us, directly reflects that which we believe we ’ re not capable of being or expressing in all forms and manifestations, deeming what we create and manifest to be ‘ more than ’ and in this experiencing just that; such as the computer itself.
No different to Anu ’ s experience. He created and designed in his image and likeness, marveling at the greatness of his own creation that he designed. And in this marvel – honoured something as a design, a system to be more than himself; giving it the power, the authority to be the god of him within the very accepted and allowed act of separation, making what he created and designed as a system – to be more than him – and you always prove you to yourself – his creation, his design – doing just this – proving that it is ‘ god ’ .
No different to a human being in relationship with their mind. No different to a human being in relationship to this reality and how it operates as all that exists within and of it that has become the god of man: the physical, this reality. The system both within and without.
Human beings have made all of this reality and what exists within it more than themselves: The physical, the universe, nature, past history, as scientists, archaeologists and biologists investigate what is here and explore what is here as though it ’ s some great mystery to be resolved. The money-system, the education-system, laws, rules, regulation according to which it moves and operates, viruses, illness, disease, governments, medical-industries – and the list goes on – controlled and overpowered by and as everything of this reality, as this reality, god – the physical, the system within which you exist.
Understand that the only chance a being has to self-realize and stop the god, the system that we have become both within and without – is right here. In the flesh. As the physical is that which is ourselves manifest as god, the system – within which we absolutely directly face ourselves as we are and how we are in and as all our presumed greatness – as visceral disgust and shame.
The system fears anything that stands equal to it. The systems fear anyone or anything of that which threatens its existence, because the system knows that the moment a being would dare to stand one and equal as it, as god, this reality, the physical – such a being will no more be a slave, but stand one and equal as its creation, and be the directive principle.
And this ‘ god ’ , the ‘ system ’ can only exist, if slaves exist. That within and through their very existence in and as the physical, the very self-definition they live here in the physical as that of slaves through accepted and allowed self-defeat, abdicating self to self ’ s own creation to be ‘ more than, ’ manifesting one ’ s own creation as ‘ god, ’ is the only way ‘ god ’ can exist and maintain and continue its existence as is.
Therefore, if you do not walk absolutely one and equal as the system, god, this reality in and as the physical here, you will make no difference at all, but continue experiencing the throttling nature of god, the system, as you at those points that you ’ re not one and equal as – suffocate yourself because of accepted and allowed separation; wherein self-defeat = the system. ‘ God ’ wins – and defeats you.
Ensure that your self-discipline becomes as specific as the discipline of ‘ god, ’ the ‘ system. ’ Be discipline in expression here in the physical. A simple example to start becoming one and equal with yourself, as ‘ god, ’ the system that has overtaken the physical, so that you can stand here absolutely:
Be here in and as breath only. Because realize, you only have power where you are, which is HERE. And nowhere else, as you can only effectively, specifically in absolute certainty ‘ work with, ’ direct, express, move – as that which is HERE as every moment of breath. Anything ‘ more ’ manifests ego and god consciousness, by wanting to ‘ do more ’ than what is HERE as you in and as every moment of breath.
Therefore – walk, every moment of breath in absolute specificity as yourself. Direct effectively and diligently what is HERE only as yourself, in and as every moment of breath. For it is within the seemingly ‘ small ’ that the greater changes.
For have a look: It is in the seemingly ‘ small insignificant things ’ that human beings currently participate as ‘ seemingly ordinary human behavior ’ such as drinking alcohol, having sex, desiring a family, getting it and procreating. Working for money in a job. Thinking, participating in reactions of mind. Each one as they exist in this world and the starting point of that existence which they live in the physical, is manifesting and creating and ensuring the continuation of the existence of the system, god, this reality, the physical. That is, themselves. That is, the result of the cause and consequence that is each one of this existence, through accepted and allowed separation, transforming what we create and created. To be ‘ more than, ’ manifesting our own demise as ‘ god, ’ the system, the physical as this reality.
There are many ‘ small points ’ together, manifesting in and as the system as ‘ one movement ’ , as ‘ one system ’ is orchestrated through each one playing their individual instrument. Playing their instrument as living in the physical that which they have defined themselves as through separation as manifested self-defeat, expressing only self-interest.
Now we ’ re in the process of being and becoming the entire orchestra; the instruments and the sound. One and equal here, as we assist and support ourselves through only living HERE in and as every moment of breath: doing, expressing, moving, directing, changing, transforming only what is HERE in every moment of breath. No more ‘ individuals ’ playing an instrument creating in ignorance an orchestrated fuck-up that is god, the system, this reality. The physical in and as which we exist.
And therefore, in walking as absolute self-disciplined specificity, for example, here as breath, you reconstruct yourself here. Only in the moment as every moment of breath that you direct, change, and transform yourself : laying the bricks of the foundation as you that you are ‘ building ’ within and as the expressed starting point as self honesty, and at the same time, de-constructing the system of programmed constructs that has existed for you. As you ‘ build ’ and stand for yourself by yourself as yourself here in self honesty, one and equal with and as all.
The system, as god as the physical, this reality – exists because of the participation in the ‘ small things. ’ It is through the ‘ small ’ that ‘ connect together ’ which form and manifest the existence of the ‘ unified god. ’ Therefore, stand up HERE. Act, express, move, direct, transcend, change, transform yourself HERE as only what is HERE, as the moment as breath. That ’ s it. You ‘ disconnect ’ the connection of yourself to the ‘ unified god ’ that you ’ ve separated yourself towards to grant it its existence through participating in the ‘ small things, ’ and begin the process of standing one and equal with yourself as it HERE as all as one as equal HERE.
And as each one walks their process here absolutely as here as the moment as breath – they may seem as seemingly ‘ loose-standings. ’ But stand equal and one here in and as this expressed application together – and we compound this manifested expression here in and as the physical. And we walk. Until it's done.
Realize – to do this and support life that is who you really are here – you must be self-honest. And no doubt whatsoever can exist. For a system does not doubt. Doubt; the accepted and allowed expression of something being ‘ more than, ’ and herein within accepted and allowed doubt you ’ re already abdicating all of you to the system.
Establish self-certainty here as you, through establishing self-trust as you. For in absolute self-trust, no doubt can possibly exist.
Self-trust can only exist if you actually live, express and apply the words you speak through self forgiveness as self forgiveness as yourself. Literally living practically here in the physical = actual self forgiveness, wherein you literally, in the physical, change you.
For if self forgiveness is applied and no actual practical physical expressed change exists, your self forgiveness is invalidated by you, yourself; invalidating you, yourself , and only making your own process of trusting you here all the more difficult and hard.
Suggestion: to not fuck with your own self-trust by not practically living the change as you, as expressed through self-forgiveness.
Discipline yourself. To live the self forgiveness you speak and practically change yourself in and as your living expression here. Wherein your words that you speak, and what you live stand one and equal here.
This is the conclusion of the frame-work for the document ‘ God of Man – The Physical ’ – to give a perspective of what we ’ re facing as ourselves as the physical that has become our god that is ourselves in fact. And some perspectives of the expression self must be willing to stand as and will self to stand as here to get this done. To reclaim ourselves so to speak, and stand one and equal here as all as life as who we really are.
Within the next parts – we ’ ll proceed into the more detailed self-assistance and self-support practical applications – with regards to how to assist and support self in this reality while assisting and supporting self to stand one and equal here as life, and assist and support others as self. To self-realise the common sense of it all as well.
God of Man – The Physical: Part Four
I ’ m certain many within themselves will sink into despair saying, ‘ But I already know all this! ’
Yes, what has been pressed out within these documents thus far is not ‘ new. ’ The world, this reality, god is still the same as it ever was. With ‘ god ’ being constant, and ‘ change, ’ being but the evolution and upgrade of itself from what was and always has been.
You already see for yourself the experience of yourself in this world in relation to what has been discussed thus far, but no one is actually really seeing, no one is actually really hearing. As all have been trained to occupy their minds with ‘ responsibilities that exist in your world to survive ’ , instead of incorporating yourself as it all within the starting point of self-responsibility.
Yet all state, ‘ I know already! ’ Though not one that makes such a statement, has a practical, viable solution at all for what we ’ re facing. Primarily, because self isn ’ t ‘ equated ’ into all this at all, as self has been projected, placed into and as that which exists of this world: ‘ outside ’ of themselves.
In closely observing the words: ‘ But I know this already ’ – what is actually implied within it, is manifested self-defeat as the expression and presence of the words itself spoken as the being ’ s expression and presence. ‘ But I know this ’ is stating: ‘ Yes, I see. But what do you want from me? I can ’ t do anything about what ’ s going on in this world. It is already doomed and therefore, Impossible'. ‘ Yes, I know, ’ is an excuse used to justify why no definitive change as self here is made. Through expressing a statement as: ‘ Yes, I know this already, ’ it is self-defeat towards god, this reality, the system as the physical.
What is actual real change? Not ‘ change ’ as the system, which god has become as evolving or upgrading or transforming itself from that which has already been. This is why nothing has changed of this reality, the physical – because no being has actually really changed. We, the beings, are the ones existing in this reality of the physical, and according to how and as what we stand, the reality, the physical that is ourselves, responds.
Real change exists as physically manifested behavioral change. A complete and total change wherein nothing of ‘ who or what you were', lived or expressed out physically in your actions, words and deeds – exists. But, explore ‘ you here ’ in and as the complete and total transformation of yourself. Nothing of what you were or who you were can exist. Otherwise, your starting point as the source, beingness and nature of yourself, will remain the same. And, it is from this nature, beingness of / as you, yourself – that all else of yourself is determined.
The nature and beingness of manifested self-dishonesty through accepted and allowed self-interest due to self-abdication manifesting self-defeat – this is what human beings have always been. You determine everything of you in all of you, both within and without; in words, deeds, actions, mannerisms and behaviors that is physically manifested as yourself. From here dictating and controlling your world and reality to a certain degree – to only suit you, yourself.
If this is not physically changed in all ways by and through you in absolute self-honesty and actual practical physical self-application – as the actual beingness, nature of yourself as the physical – your starting point still remains self-dishonesty, that does, and will do, everything only in the light of self-interest. Utilizing diversions as excuses and justifications for why you ’ re not actually, physically and practically changing here.
Now – what does physical practical change actually entail within and through all of me, both within and without?
This is the particular point we will be covering within the Parts of this document to follow. To assist and support yourself to ensure practical physical change here within the starting point of yourself as self-honesty. And completely, entirely and totally stop the existence of yourself as manifested physical self-dishonesty as self-interest due to accepted and allowed self-abdication manifesting self-defeat.
The only way actual change will be implemented in and as this reality, is if beings change physically here in all and everything of themselves as what they do, act, express, word and move as, physically, within the absolute change of their starting point beingness, essence and nature into and as self-honesty.
I have questioned my experience here in this world within the physical, from the standpoint of: Why did the self-realization point not manifest as me when I ‘ transferred ’ myself from the mind into the physical, merging myself with the physical, one and equal? If the physical is the very manifestation of and as this existence, what of me and what of the physical – prevented me?
The physical is the mind-manifest – I essentially only ‘ transferred ’ myself from the conscious mind, into the unconscious mind – which is the physical human body manifest.
I did not transcend or stand one and equal with anything of myself as the mind, the physical and this reality as me. Thus, I prevented myself from myself – and could not possibly self-realize me, because of the extent of accepted and allowed separation – me here, did not exist, I was in no different ‘ expression ’ than a being existing of and within their mind only – only the manifested experience of myself as and through the mind = differed, but in perception.
Therefore, the first ‘ step ’ is to identify ‘ yourself here ’ and what is ‘ your mind ’ and at the same time, stop yourself from participating in the mind and develop self-honest self-application here, practically in the physical – and not through the mind as the mind as what you ’ ve always existed as.
Understand, it ’ s through you standing up from within the mind – by stopping participation, and at the same time, changing and transforming your living expression here through and through, in the physical – that ‘ self here ’ emerges. You ‘ emerge ’ yourself, instead of being immersed within the mind as the mind.
So, we ’ ll start with the simple ‘ ground-work ’ phase, so to speak. The ground-work phase is where you face yourself as the conscious-mind and stand up from within the conscious-mind, while at the same time – ‘ disentangling ’ yourself from the conscious-mind within the physical as the ‘ physical-manifested layer ’ of the conscious mind in and as the physical.
Understand that ‘ part of ’ the conscious-mind is physically-manifest – because it is through and as the conscious mind that you exist and participate within physical expressions as actions, acting out reactions, deeds and words spoken.
The conscious mind is the ‘ current-thoughts ’ you in immediate moments participate within – for example when someone ’ s speaking and you observe their teeth and a thought arises within your mind: ‘ Shit, this person has bad teeth ’ . Or: ‘ I must make sure that I don ’ t ever have such bad teeth ’ . Or: ‘ This person probably doesn ’ t have a lot of friends in their world ’ . Or: ‘ Who would want to be acquainted with this person ’ . Or: ‘ Shame, poor you ’ etc.
Or you walk past a man or a woman and your attention or focus is shifted for a split-second of a moment, seemingly unexpected – and you observe the man ’ s facial features or the woman ’ s gluteus maximus – and the thought(s) arise within you: ‘ Wow – he ’ s good looking, I wish I could have a person like that in my life ’ . Or: ‘ If only I looked liked that – my life would be so much easier ’ . Or: ‘ He must be able to get a woman so easy ’ . Or: ‘ I wish I had an ass like that ’ . Or: 'Man, I wish I could have that ass ’ . Or: ‘ I must find out how I can have an ass like that ’ . Or: ‘ Man, I ’ d love to have a woman with such an ass ’ . Or: ‘ Would my partner prefer me with such an ass ’ , etc.
Therefore, conscious mind thoughts are thoughts that immediately come up in your mind in accordance to what you see in a moment with your human physical eyes.
And if or when you observe yourself intently, you will note that these thoughts re-occur exactly the same or similar within your mind, according to what your human physical eyes see.
Meaning – if you were to see again another person with bad teeth, the nature of the thoughts will be similar or exact or if you were to see again a man with certain facial features or a woman ’ s gluteus maximus: The nature of the thoughts will be exactly the same or similar.
Now, the conscious-mind thoughts are but the reflection of the truth of yourself that exists within the starting-point ‘ source essence ’ of yourself as that which you ’ re actually ‘ living ’ as the definition of yourself. Which is existent within the subconscious mind as the physical-manifested ‘ truth of you ’ that you live / act out in the physical as you.
Let ’ s look at the examples of conscious-mind thoughts discussed and the actual ‘ truth ’ behind them which reveals your self-definition as that which you live / act out in the physical as the physical, existent as the subconscious mind, also manifested as the physical:
Conscious Mind Thought: ‘ Shit, this person has bad teeth ’ – arising ‘ seemingly unexpected ’ in a moment within you when your physical eyes saw the persons ’ teeth.
Subconscious Mind self-definition as actual reason why the thought exists:
The thought reflects a manifested self-definition of yourself within yourself which you live through and as the physical as yourself: Fear of having bad-teeth.
A judgment is always done because of and out of fear. Always.
The nature of judgment towards another is fear.
Because you have ‘ splendid teeth ’ and the other has not, and fear having bad teeth within yourself – the judgment is formed in your conscious-mind as a way to ‘ proclaim ’ your current existence with ‘ splendid-teeth ’ in superiority; believing that ‘ making yourself more than the other person ’ , being ‘ better than ’ the other person because you have ‘ good teeth ’ by forming a judgment of / about them, will hide the fact that you fear having ‘ bad teeth ’ .
Therefore, the entire moment of forming a judgment and exalting you to superiority, is to actually hide the manifested fear existent within you of ‘ having bad teeth and what it would mean for you and your world ’ according to and as which you ’ ve defined yourself as: If you were ever to have bad teeth.
In this entire experience, confirming your self-definition of you as ‘ superiority ’ and ‘ more than ’ with ‘ splendid teeth ’ unto yourself – through another – which represents one of your fears existent within you.
Furthermore, a judgment unto another formed in your conscious-mind, reflects your manifested self-definition as ‘ superiority ’ or ‘ better than ’ or ‘ more than ’ which you confirm to yourself through judging another who you perceive to be ‘ less than ’ or ‘ less fortunate ’ than you.
And because of this, you will deliberately attempt to look for a ‘ fault ’ in another to compare yourself with: To so confirm your self-defined existence unto yourself through and as judgment. In this one thought of: ‘ Shit, this person has bad teeth ’ – confirming your own fear of having bad teeth, confirming your self-defined existence which you live and act out as being ‘ superior ’ or ‘ more than ’ or ‘ better than ’ by comparing your teeth with that of another deliberately.
Through the very act of participating in such a thought as ‘ Shit this person has bad teeth ’ – you ‘ compound ’ the accepted and allowed lived self-definition of you as ‘ superiority ’ and ‘ more than ’ and ‘ better than ’ through the manifested nature of you as ‘ comparison, ’ which is actually behind the thought: ‘ Shit this person has bad teeth. ’
The comparison confirms your own self-defined existence unto yourself in a single moment with a single thought.
This self-defined existence which you compound, existent as and within the subconscious mind in the physical, which you live and act out – through the example of the comparison manifested as yourself within the definition of you as ‘ superior, ’ ‘ more than, ’ ‘ better than ’ – this definition of you, you actually ‘ live out ’ through confirming you to yourself by judgmental thoughts in the conscious mind.
And so you walk around and live this ‘ superior ’ stature of yourself; indicated through you ‘ looking for faults in others ’ to compare yourself with, to judge, to so confirm the self-definition of you as superiority; and at the same time, the judgmental thought coming into existence because of a manifested fear existent within you – the thought used to ‘ compound ’ and ‘ confirm ’ your self-definition and hide the actual truth as fear through doing so.
One thought – intertwined within manifested fears and confirmations of self-definition lived and acted out of the conscious mind and subconscious mind.
So – see and realize, that ‘ one-thought ’ isn ’ t the ‘ actual manifestation ’ – but the reflection of a fear, for example, a reflection of self-definition as an act lived to confirm one ’ s own self-definition of mind to self.
Then – because of this fear of ‘ having bad teeth, ’ the being taking into consideration the ‘ importance of maintaining their position in their world ’ to continue their existence as superior-defined – they will do whatever it takes to ensure they maintain their ‘ splendid teeth. ’
In this another example of how a being actually lives and acts out in the physical – the mind they have become, because in the very act of buying certain specific toothpastes and the action of brushing their teeth regularly, the very act of making an appointment with the dentist regularly and the very action of going to the dentist; is how they live their mind here in the physical.
Because all is done in the fear of having bad teeth, and to preserve their self-defined existence within themselves and their world.
A conscious-mind thought arising within you as your physical-eyes ‘ seemingly unexpectedly ’ ‘ fell ’ unto the gluteus maximus of another woman: ‘ I wish I had an ass like that ’ thought develops in your mind:
Subconscious Mind self-definition as actual reason why the thought exists:
The thought reflecting a manifested self-definition of yourself within yourself which you live through and as the physical as yourself: Fear of being ‘ less than ’ other woman, due to you defining yourself according to and as the shape, form and size of your gluteus maximus. Believing yourself to be inferior to or towards other women who ’ s gluteus maximus ‘ seems ’ ‘ much more advanced physically ’ than your own.
Such a thought, simply indicating lack of self-confidence and no self-acceptance; which you live in and through the physical as yourself.
Now, to ‘ reclaim yourself ’ – you will ‘ act out ’ and live this thought, through doing whatever it takes – to have the ‘ perfect ’ gluteus maximus according to your belief of what the ‘ perfect ’ gluteus maximus must be and look like: Diet, gym, exercise.
Others go to the extreme of having surgery or operations done. In the ‘ name of ’ such a thought, coming into existence because of their self-defined existence within and as the subconscious-mind of the physical, as the physical, as lack of self-confidence and no self acceptance.
And beings will constantly, continuously participate in such thoughts towards other women ’ s gluteus maximus; to ‘ confirm ’ their own self-defined existence of themselves as ‘ fear of being inferior – viewed as being inferior ’ and lack of self-confidence and no self-acceptance as the manifested lived expression of themselves, which could eventually drive beings to extremes as either anorexia or obesity.
In the case of someone suffering from anorexia, because the being ‘ wanted to do something about the thoughts ’ , they constantly had to attempt to change their view of themselves through a thought, which is the ‘ pro-active ’ action taken and lived. And thus manifesting this lack of self-confidence and no self-acceptance which they live and act out through deliberate self-abuse, which manifests as the abuse of their physical human body, their physical human body manifesting as the accepted and allowed lived definition of the being through and as the subconscious mind, manifesting as no self-acceptance.
And in the case of obesity, giving into the thought, taking such a submissive action – because they believe there ’ s ‘ nothing they can do about it, ’ which manifests depression and in the depression attempt to ‘ dampen ’ or suppress such thoughts by acting out and living it through overeating, thus manifesting their physical human bodies as themselves as the manifested self-definition of themselves as lack of self-confidence and no self-acceptance.
And the being through participating in the same thought constantly and continuously – through acting and living out the thought that reflects the actual self-definition as themselves that they live – confirms thus, their own self-definition of themselves over and over and over again, through participating in the thought in the first place and through the participation, living and acting out the self-definition of themselves pertaining to the thought. Continuing existing as what they defined themselves as and manifesting this self-definition in and as the physical = which is who they are.
All this – through accepted and allowed participation in the one thought of the conscious mind – no human being realising what the thought actually reflects on or about themselves, and what consequences manifest for accepting and allowing self to actually live and act out in such a thought as such as thought, within the manifested self-definition of themselves through the mind.
Understand that thoughts merely reflect the manifested self-definition of self that is the truth of self that is literally lived. Self-definition is created and designed through perception and interpretation of this reality that is developed through others as manifested lived examples; illustrated as and through and by words with pictures.
And here is where we get to the actual ‘ nitty-gritty ’ reality within beings – the actual CORE of specific thoughts related to self-definition. Because within for example, the first example I gave with regards to the ‘ bad-teeth ’ scenario – the question to be asked here is:
Where did this fear of having bad teeth originate from or come from?
Where did this ‘ superiority ’ self-definition and wanting to maintain the ‘ superiority self-definition ’ originate from or come from?
Where did the act of judgment towards another come from or originate from into the existence as a lived-expression of a being to so confirm their own existence unto themselves and validate and justify their self-definition?
Within the second example:
Where did this self-definition according to one ’ s gluteus maximus originate from or come from?
How did this lack of self-confidence and no self-acceptance become the self-definition of a being to the extent that they ’ d destroy themselves?
From where and how did the act of comparison come from or originate from or develop – where such an act of comparison is a constant lived-expression in all fields of a being in the physical?
So – from a thought in the conscious mind, to the self-definition that is the literally lived expression that the thought reflects as the subconscious mind, to the manifested physical core as the lived essence, nature and beingness of the being – that creates themselves and their world as themselves as the entirety of this reality. Existent as the unconscious mind as the very manifested expression of and as the physical.
I noted within the examples above that your physical human eyes ‘ seemingly unexpectedly ’ , (key words), in a moment suddenly – ‘ fall unto ’ , for example, the gluteus maximus of another woman within which instantaneously a thought develops as: ‘ I wish I had an ass like that ’ .
‘ Seemingly unexpectedly ’ – because you ’ ve actually ‘ programmed ’ into and as the existence of yourself, in the physical, the comparison of your gluteus maximus, to and towards that of others, due to the self-definition of ‘ who and how you are ’ according to your gluteus maximus.
And will thus always be on the ‘ look-out ’ for and at other women ’ s gluteus maximus, deliberately. Because the looking with your physical eyes is the manifested act you designed for yourself and programmed as yourself to do, along with the specific similar thought.
Because this is the ‘ act ’ that confirms your accepted and allowed existence of yourself as ‘ no self-acceptance ’ and ‘ no self-confidence ’ . Thus – to confirm your self-defined existence unto yourself, you programmed yourself to do this ‘ automatically, ’ wherein you ’ d quickly stare or look at another woman ’ s gluteus maximus, and in that ‘ quick moment ’ – confirm your own self-defined existence unto yourself.
And so, living here through and in and as the physical. your self-programmed nature, using what you see, together with a thought – to confirm your own self-defined existence which you developed, unto yourself: Because you believe it to be ‘ who you are ’ .
In the next document, we will cover the actual self-developed origin of your self-definition which you so diligently confirm to yourself in and as and through all that you do and live and express through and as the physical in every moment of your existence.
We will continue in Part Five and so deeper down the actual real rabbit hole we go; existent as each one within each one – as we go to the actual physical manifested core as to why beings exist as they do as given in the examples.