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Jack - Self Forgiveness - God

Transcribed and typed by Jack through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 02/11/2007

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that God exists

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think that God exists

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to want, desire and need for a God to exist

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe in the unified consciousness field of mind consciousness systems’ definitions and perceptions and ideas of God

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the desire, want and need for a God to exist separate from me: Is the ultimate act of separation within me of me, is the ultimate statement of separation within me of me

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the belief in a God is absolute separation of self as self as me of me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself into the higher defined power and magnitude of an illusion defined idea and belief as God – perceptually existing and designing the existence of such a ‘thing’ within and of this world as the unified consciousness field

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define love as God

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define eternal infinite bliss as God

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define trust as God

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define peace as God as the symbol of a dove

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to enslave myself within and as limitation and separation by thinking, believing and hoping that the ultimate God force exists somewhere out there or even here within me – to ‘help’ me and save me from myself – instead of me doing it for myself as myself

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define prayer as God

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define hope as God

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the perceptual believed illusionary existence of God is the manifested projection of hope that exists within me – the hope for a saviour, the hope for an answer to the question: Why am I?

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the perceptual believed illusionary existence of God is the manifested projection of the search for reason and purpose that exists within me – the reason and purpose for: ‘Why I am’ and ‘Why I am here’ – instead of realising self as the breath of life as the moment here: I am here

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the perceptual believed illusionary existence of God is the manifested projection of the mind within and as me – not having the ability to conceive itself or understanding itself – seeing / realising itself as less than creation of life, then designed the existence of God to validate it’s own manifested experience of inferiority

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the perceptual believed illusion of God is a manifested polarity equation within and of the unified consciousness field: The mind as what I have accepted and allowed myself to become, as inferiority – establishing a superior source within and of separation as God – then playing the game of inferiority and superiority, a relationship of polarity formed held together by belief, faith, hope and trust

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and think that I am inferior, hopeless and helpless and am required to place all that I am and have accepted and allowed myself to be and become in the hands of another separate from me – then to exist in hope, faith and trust and belief that: I will be taken care of and cared for

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the perceptual believed illusionary existence of God is the manifested projection of the inferiority, helplessness and hopelessness that exists within me, fearful to take self responsibility – so instead I hid behind God to not have to take self responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed within me – because ‘Jesus died for my sins’

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that I hide and cower behind the perceptual illusionary belief and idea of God – to not have to take self responsibility for what I accept and allow to exist within me in every moment as every breath

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that I use the statement: ‘Jesus died for my sins on the cross’ as justification and excuse, behind which I hide and cower to not have to take self responsibility for me as what I accept and allow to exist within me – and thus to exist within the rest of the world as me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think and believe that I am unworthy of accepting me, standing within and as oneness and equality as me – because of all that I have accepted and allowed within me as the world as me as all of humanity as existence – and thus – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest an illusion as God, a idea as God, a belief as God of the mind – because of shame of what I have accepted and allowed within myself as the rest of the world as humanity as me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to accept and allow separation to exist within me as me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to accept and allow the mind to exist within me as me – to be accepted and allowed in the existence of survival as the unified consciousness field – within which my mind has become my God, my thoughts are my God, my emotions and feelings are my God – instead of me standing here as who I am as the breath as the moment

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that fear of God is fear of me as who I am – that the perceptual believed illusionary existence of God is the manifested projection of me from which I have separated myself as the mind

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the perceptual believed illusionary existence of God is the manifested projection of the mind – which consist of but knowledge and information – here is the separation – God is knowledge and information as the mind is knowledge and information – this is where I am missing within and as separation because I do not live words as me as one as me as equal as me as who I am

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that separation exists because I am separate from me within me as me – lost, trapped and enslaved to knowledge and information that is not lived as the mind – and because it is not lived – believed illusionary existences of a God will manifest as projections of the mind as the mind within and as separation to show me the separation I have accepted and allowed to exist within me – by not actually living words as me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to form a relationship separate from me – between me as the mind within me as me – manifested within this world as relationship formation between me and God – ‘feeding’ the entity of relationship formations that exist within this world as the unified consciousness field – where the application of prayer, worship, church and reading the bible is what keeps the relationship between me and God alive – exactly the same as relationships that exist in this world – where sex exist which is that which keeps relationships alive and that reading the bible, going to church and praying is the exact same as sex – that which keeps relationships alive – thus I keep my relationship with the mind alive within me through participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions – which is the exact same as sex which exist within relationships: Literally fucking ourselves

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the relationship formations that exist within this world – is the manifested projection of the relationship that exist within me between me and my mind – here is the actual relationship – me and my mind within me as I participate within and as thoughts, feelings and emotions of the mind as the mind

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to exist with a relationship within me with my mind within and as separation – which is manifesting the separation that exists within this world in the forms and formations of all and every relationship manifestations that exist within this world as me – instead of me standing within and as oneness and equality as me as who I am as the breath as the moment as the human physical body

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to desire, want and need peace, love, bliss, wisdom, power, greatness, magnificence, beauty – and because I have accepted and allowed desire, want and need to exist within me of separation – I manifested a separate source as God that represents all that I have not accepted within me as me as who I am which I live and express and experience as me in every moment of every breath as me as who I am

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from earth

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from creation

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from nature

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from humanity

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the animal kingdom

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from existence

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from my human physical body

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the universe

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the breath

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the wind

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from water

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the clouds

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from rain

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the atom

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the molecule

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself here

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from all that I see and observe with my human physical eyes – interpreting that which I see as pictures separate from me – instead of realising that which I see is the manifested expression of creation as me of life

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear taking self responsibility for me in every moment of me as me – so instead of doing, living, applying and expressing self responsibility in facing myself as all that I accept and allow to exist with me as me – I hide and cower behind the existence of a hopeful greater separate source so that I don’t have to deal with what exist within me as me

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that hope, faith and belief is manifested connectors the mind use to tie relationships with separate manifestations within and of the unified consciousness field – which lock me into enslavement of the mind within and as the unified consciousness field within and as separation

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that relationships exist of the mind – the mind cannot exist without relationships

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe I need, require, want and desire relationship to have the ability to survive and exist in this world – to be of worth, to be someone, to be noticed and to be appreciated

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to want, need and desire to be loved – because I haven’t accepted myself within and as oneness and equality as me as the breath of life

Here are some self forgiveness statements to get you started…

Jack