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Questions and Perspectives: Voices in the head

Transcribed and typed by Jack through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 11/10/2007

Question: Anyways I enjoy the experience of painting only I am in constant internal dialogue with myself. It's quite overpowering sometimes. I used to think paint paint paint paint paint paint, and I used to listen to that demand a lot and that's why I painted so much. Now its kind of the same, one voice says „paint paint paint paint paint“, the other says „calm down you don't need to paint“. Back and forth they go! I wish they would just stop! So I can enjoy painting or get on with whatever it is that I'm doing. If I don't go into my studio straight away in the morning I get hounded by this voice until I get working. This is the reason I stopped painting, because it controlled me. Even as I write this message this voice is saying „ok breaks over, don't you think you should be painting now“

Perspective: So – the question is: Are you going to continue to allow yourself to be controlled by ‘a voice' in the head or are you going to stand up and say: ‘Till here no further?

YOU must take your power and stop the ‘voices' – stop the ‘thoughts' because you are accepting and allowing them to continue in your mind.

The mind cannot exist without participation – STOP playing mind games with yourself. STOP playing tennis – hitting the ball back and forth – back and forth. How do you stop? Throw down the racquet and walk off the court – stop the thoughts and voices and get out of your mind.

Must I personally come to you and give you some extensive ass-cramps to give you something else to be ‘concerned' about – to get you ‘out of' your mind?

I forgive myself that I have allowed this voice to ‘hound' my mind.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be a slave to the voice in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have actually allowed myself to believe that this voice is me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be subject to the voice in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to exist within the polarities of my mind as the voices: ‘paint, paint, paint, paint, paint' and ‘calm down you don't need to paint'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in the polarities of my mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that I have allowed my mind as polarity to direct me instead of me directing myself.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to react to the voice in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to disempower myself through giving my power away to the voice in my mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that I must stop the entire polarity equation of the voice in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give the voice in my head power and control over me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be controlled, directed and influenced by a voice in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to wish it'll go away instead of me standing up and saying STOP to both polarity sentences of: ‘paint, paint, paint, paint, paint' and ‘calm down you don't need to paint'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to the voice in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have actually allowed myself to listen to and consider the voice in my mind.

So – realise that the voice is not you – STOP through self forgiveness and self honesty and self application in every moment.

I forgive myself that I have allowed a voice in my mind to tell me who I am and how I must experience and express myself.

I suggest you watch the video on Leonardo da Vinci – it'll assist you.