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Self Forgiveness - Seperation/Memory Part 1

Bruce Lee: Self Forgiveness –

Separation/Memory: Part One

Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 14/10/2008

Separation/Memory: Part One

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself and in this definition exist and express in the physical – myself as separation and in separation.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise the sound expression of and as the word separation as ‘the serpents nation’ under and as which control I accepted and allowed myself to exist as in the physical, through and by the accepted and allowed existence of me as separate from all that exist as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the serpent – either as in depicted in ‘holy books’ or as other interdimensional races – for the enslavement of me as the separation of me that I am and have become.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that within the continued accepted and allowed act of blame, continuously reaffirming the enslavement of myself within the existence of myself as separate/sepa­ration, utilizing blame as a means continue the self-defined existence of in and as and of separation as the manifested enslavement of me I have become.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise – that that which I blame, that which I direct blame towards, is the exact representation of what I am within and as me, and that the act of blame and that which I direct blame towards – is me showing/revealing me what I have become as reflected to me in another as me as the one I direct blame towards.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise – that what I have become and exist as and experience, could only have been done – if I existed as it already. Therefore, the enslavement of me could only exist, if I already exist as the very existence of and as enslavement as me, my reality, this existence as me as all that exist of it – reflecting to me what I have become and exist as within and as the very nature/beingness of and as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise – that what is being done unto me and what I do unto others – reflect the very accepted and allowed existence of me as what I accept and allow myself to be and exist as, within and as all of me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise – that the enslavement done unto me, was not done unto me – I already existed as enslavement, through and by enslaving myself to separation, wherein I existed as separation, for not standing one and equal here as all that exist. And others as me had to take the position that I refused to see or realise – they as me showing to me directly, what I am.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise – that I designed the construct of blame, to ensure the self-defined existence of me as separation, because as long as I blame and continue blaming, I don’t have to stand up and take self responsibility for me as what I have become and done unto me as all that exist in existence, this reality that is me – that reflect me as what I exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse separation as an excuse, reason and justification for why I’m not standing up and taking self responsibility for me as what I exist and have become and done unto me and all other as all else that exist as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse enslavement as an excuse, reason and justification for why I’m not standing up, stopping and changing the accepted and allowed existence of me as what I am and have become and continue doing and have done unto me and all other as me as all else that exist as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as enslavement as the definition of me as separation, utilizing the construct of blame as a manifested geometrical design of justification and excuse – to hide the actual truth of me: To not have to stand up and take self-responsibility for me as what I am, do and have done, but remain within deliberate ignorance and hiding, as an attempt subdue and suppress the truth of me of self-abdication from/of life as who I really am as all as one as equal – to exist as a limitation, a nothingness – a memory that is trapped in time.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that all that I am is memory, as all of me as what I am now – consist of and exist as memory of past experiences, that form, shape and mould how I am and experience myself to be in the now of consciousness – a programmed system of memory, existing according to and as how I how designed myself of and as memory of past experiences.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that I created me as a system, programmed to operate according to memory, existing of memory and thus limited to the design of myself as a programmed system of memory – as memory is the only method through and as which I exist, I can exist – to ensure my future in the present – and so ensure the existence of me as a self-created programmed system of memory – by ensuring my future is designed, by the memory I exist as, in the present.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise – that the only reason or cause for me to hold onto memories, is deliberate – because I have designed myself as a system, that cannot operate and function or exist without memory – memory exists to constantly, continuously affirm and confirm me to myself as the defined existence of me according to and as memory itself. And without memory, I cannot exist – because I must have memory to ensure the future of me, which I create in the present through the memories that I am and exist as – which is the purpose of me as the existence of me – to ensure my survival as the self-created programmed system of memory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that all that I am is memory/memories of past experiences – that I exist within in the present, to ensure the survival of me in the future, through creating my future in the present from/of/as the memories that I am and exist as according to the definition and existence of me as memories that I live that has become the beingness/nature of me as I am in the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate me to that of a construct as a memory – designing me into a programmed system of memory, because of my accepted and allowed deliberate refusal to stand up and take self-responsibility for me here as all that I am, do and have become and done.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise or see, the manifested consequence of deliberate self-abdication…un­til now.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that I along with all of me as me – created this reality, this existence in and as its current manifested expression, in the image and likeness of me as me, as accepted and allowed self-abdication – and what is done by me through all as me of me – through abdicating self to the construct of memory – within the deliberate accepted and allowed act of separation and self-enslavement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and design self-definition constructs through and as which to exist from the source origin of myself as manifested physical memories – transformed into thoughts. The thoughts – within which I exist – is me directing, communicating and following myself through thoughts that is me, originating from the definitions of me as what I exist which I designed and created from within the core that is me as memories of past experiences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own manifested and created and designed self-separation programmed self-enslavement system that I have become and exist as, as the mind of thought, self-definition and memory in and as the physical, through and as which I exist in this reality that is me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that all that exist in this manifested physical reality of me, as me – is manifested memory-creations – that all that exists in my world directly – is memories manifested – reflected as the memories I exist as and have become and express through – the manifestation of me as this reality of me, reflecting the manifestation of me as the reality within me as what I am and have become and exist as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit the existence of me as that of memories – in essence, me being and existing as – only a memory.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that I as all of me as reality this existence – created this reality as memory – the physical manifested existence as memory of memory as what this reality is and have become, according to and as the manifested image and likeness of me as memory as what I exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to construct the excuse and justification of and as fear – to not have to face the reality of me as what I have become as only but a memory – because all that I exist as and of – is but memory, as all that I am currently now – is a copy, a duplication of memories as that which my parents existed as – duplicated, copied memories is what I am and have become = thus a memory defined of memories as memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to continue my existence as a memory existing of memories – utilizing self-definition designs, and thoughts as the system through which I operate from the memories that is the origin, source and core of me as me – because its so much easier to abdicate me to what I am as memories, from the memories existing as self-definition designs from which thoughts are created as a mind system – the consciousness of re-played memories that is manifested as me as the physical – that having to give it all up and actually live – lol.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse the self-created/designed construct of ‘fear of loss’ – to not have to give up and let go of the self-created/designed existence of and as me as memory as the mind I manifested me to be, exist as and through within the physical as the physical – to which I have defined, as which I have defined ‘who I am’ – constantly proliferating ‘fear of loss’ as a defence-mechanism of the creation of me, the existence of me as memory as the physical mind manifest – to not have to give it up.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that I enslaved myself into and this reality, this existence as myself – to show, reveal to me – that I cannot hide from facing me as the enslavement of myself within myself as what I have become.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise – that I have constructed the existence of me, within, as what I am, within the essence of ‘hiding’ to ‘hide’ the truth of me, not realising that I have actually created this reality as the manifested polarity opposite in resistance to what I created me to be within the essence of ‘hiding’– creating this reality as me as the revelation of that which I for so long within the existence of me – attempted to hide – as this reality will reveal, what I am and have become for me to finally face.

To continue…

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