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kim amourette

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Hi, i am Kim and I am a female Destonian/Earthling and i live in Belgium. I got to know Desteni and the process of Self Forgiveness somewhere in 2008.

I was then on my personal 'spiritual journey', searching to 'attain' and 'accomplish' a great task/goal in my life as I felt quite dissatisfied with the way my life had turned out. I experienced lots of regrets about myself and my life and had turned to spirituality to in a way feel good about myself - not realizing that I was just making matters worse for myself by not actually wanting to face myself, using 'the spiritual journey of enlightenment' as my excuse to run from myself.

However, the Desteni message of self forgiveness and taking self-responsibility rang through and i began my process. I made my process a lot more difficult for myself than it had to be as I was still in this mindset of wanting to 'obtain/attain something great and wonderful', not simply accepting myself as who i am here and still trying to run and hide from myself here.

So this lead me to 'fall' in process, wherein i 'dropped out' completely in my communication with Desteni and participation in Desteni process and Self Forgiveness in total - as I was busy chasing a desire that I had allowed to continue to exist in myself instead of facing it and forgiving myself. I then felt ashamed about myself because I felt that I had done something 'bad' by having 'dropped out', which caused me to completely isolate myself.

Though after a while I started to come to terms with the fact that I live here, this is my life and I am responsible for myself - so this wallowing in self pity, guilt, regret and shame is simply not practical in any way, it's just an energy and at the end of the day I am 'stuck' with myself, so I better just forgive myself for what I had allowed to exist in myself and what I had allowed myself to participate in and stand up again. Herein I had realized Self-Responsibility and Self-Honesty - and I started applying Self Forgiveness again as I realized that this is not something that I can 'reach' or 'obtain' like a 'guru status', but it is a process for self, wherein i stand alone responsible to establish myself as a self-responsible, self-honest, self-respecting and trustworthy being.

Through this process of Self Forgiveness I have managed to actually change myself in fact, as not just a superficial change within a 'spiritual feeling' - but a change of self within complete awareness of who I am here.

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  • 2016 How to Transcend Fear of Failure





    A pattern that seems to have come up and seeped into my mind and thus how I experience myself in my life and living, is a fear of failing. In the back of my mind there have been thoughts and experiences coming up that have created this overall feeling within myself that I have somehow 'failed' and/or am failing in my process of self-change and self-expansion. I've been struggling with that experience for a while now, which has also seemed to result in avoidance behavio...



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  • 2015 From Escapism to Self-Responsibility - Using Gaming as a Platform of Self Change -- Part 3





    This blog is part of the series about Escapism wherein I have been sharing the process of self-change that I am applying, specifically in relation to playing videogames and the mind-pattern of addiction and escapism it activates within myself. I don't play games often, but I have noticed that when I do, I just get swallowed up in it. All it takes is for me to find one game that sparks my interest and before long as I start playing it, it can start to consume most of my...



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  • 2014 The Belittled Mouse and the Roaring Lion - Me Facing Inferiority -- Part 3

     2014 The Belittled Mouse and the Roaring Lion - Me Facing Inferiority Part 2Changing a Experience of Inferiority in Real-Time- See more at: http://processoflife.blogspot.com/2014/10/2014-belittled-mouse-and-roaring-lion.html#sthash.GmIYiEiI.dpuf

     2014 The Belittled Mouse and the Roaring Lion - Me Facing Inferiority -- Part 3Changing an Experience of Inferiority in Real-Time  2014 The Belittled Mouse and the Roaring Lion - Me Facing Inferiority Part 2Changi...

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  • 2014 Facebook Unfriending and Changing Feeling Rejected in Real-Time

      2014 Facebook Unfriending and Changing Feeling Rejected in Real-TimeHow I Changed an Experience of Rejection in A Moment

    Someone unfriended me on Facebook a while ago and only today did I come to realize this and it was interesting to see what kind of reactions came up within me. When I say 'someone',  I am here referring to a person who was  a big part of my life when I was little, someone who I actually haven't seen in a very long time and even thoug...

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  • 2015 Why do I Always Feel Left Out? - Part 3


    Why do I Always Feel Left Out? - Part 3Changing Feeling Left Out in Real-Time

    This  is a continuation of my journey of changing an emotional experience of feeling left out in real time. After having walked the initial step 1 and 2 I am now again investigating and having...


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  • 2014 From Jealousy to Self-Expression -- Part 2



    From Jealousy to Self-Expression -- Part 2 Changing the Emotional Reaction of Jealousy in Real-TimeHow I Faced and Stopped the Jealousy Demon within Myself - See more at: http://processoflife.blogspot.com/2014/09/2014-from-jealousy-to-self-expression.html#sthash.IGTxqhLj.dpufHow iHow I Faced and Stopped the Jealousy Demon within Myself - See more at: http://processoflife.blogspot.com/2014/09/2014-from-jealousy-to-self-expression.html#sthash.IGTxqhLj.dpuf


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  • 2014 When Love is Empty - How to Know when Love is Real


     2014 When Love is Empty - How to Know when Love is Real Transforming Love from Feeling to Reality in Real-Time

    For a while now I am in a long distance relationship where I am communicating with my partner over Viber, which is this new communication application like Skype, only on Viber there is a larger database of pictures - called 'stickers' - to communicate with. When my partner and I were physically together, we never talked to each other in a way where ...


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  • 2014 The Belittled Mouse and the Roaring Lion - Me Facing Inferiority -- Part 2





     2014 The Belittled Mouse and the Roaring Lion - Me Facing Inferiority Part 2Changing a Experience of Inferiority in Real-Time
    2014 The Belittled Mouse and the Roaring Lion - Me Facing Inferiority - See more at: http://processoflife.blogspot.com/2014/07/2014-belittled-mouse-and-roaring-lion.html#sthash.E22qHWud.dpuf


    In Part 1 I have dis...







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  • 2014 How I Stopped the War on People




     2014 How I Stopped the War on PeopleChanging Conflict and argument into Care and Consideration


    I remember when I first started vlogging and blogging in the beginning stages of walking my process of investigating the mind, investigating reality and finding solutions for the problems that I as an individual face within myself in terms of my emotional and mental experiences and the problems that we as a collective face in this world, such as pover...





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  • 2014 From Jealousy to Self-Expression



    2014 From Jealousy to Self-ExpressionHow I Faced and Stopped the Jealousy Demon within Myself


    I had this really vivid and intense nightmare last night and when I woke up and spoke to someone about it - within the process of looking at the dream and investigating it from the starting point of what it is that I am, through the dream, showin...




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