Me, Myself & I • Desteni - Group of people exploring Equality & Oneness principles

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to resist the reaction within me when someone comes to me, saying they like what I did, judging myself of doing things for others instead of doing it for myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to want to call people’s attention and to act in my life according to what people expect or to what I believe people expect from me.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to resist the reaction within myself as the energetic relationship I create with others.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge me in my mind as a voice in my head – of doing what I do to call people’s attention.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to struggle with the voice in my head as the belief and judgement that I act for others / to get people’s attention.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to resist the sexual desires I have because I perceive it as enslavement.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to desire a relationship/agreement with someone and to blame me of accepting and allowing myself to be enslaved.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to resist the idea of enslavement within me.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be afraid to be enslaved because I’m afraid I would create again a movement inside me because of which I would fall and fade away again.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be afraid to fall, to give myself reasons, to procrastinate, and to fade away again – because of the enslavement I perceive relationships are.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define relationships as enslavement and to be in conflict with the expression of relationship in this world.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to resist relationship within me – instead of letting go of my desire for a relationship.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to trust myself in every moment as breath applied and lived in every moment.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to react on the picture of being a child supported by his parents, not able to walk by himself.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to react on the words I write that I judge as being part of this design of being a child supported by his parents.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge me of being a child, meaning someone not able to stand on his own.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to react on people around me who have “good attentions” towards me – react in anger, in resistance – because I perceive that they find that I’m not able to stand on my own.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to link my perception of people’s good attentions to the idea that I’m not able to stand on my own.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe myself to not be able to stand on my own.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to simply breathe and direct myself in the moment, living self-trust in every moment.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to use knowledge without awareness.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to express myself without awareness.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge myself when expressing without awareness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to live as self-awareness, that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to live as attention I gave to others instead.

When I realize that I’ve spoken something without awareness, knowledge, I don’t judge or blame myself. I breathe instead and allow myself to look at and redefine this knowledge as an expression of myself. I correct myself one step at a time, breath by breath.

I disconnect myself from the idea that I express myself for/according to others – I don’t participate in any energetic movement of expression for/according to others. I stop energy in every ways through breathing in every moment.