Reginald's Blog

Reginald Diepenhorst

Blog Timeline Aug.2008 - Jan.2012

2008August
1st blog. New start!
06-08-08
07-08-08
08-08-08
09-08-08
10-08-08
08-08-08:Addition
11-08-08: Morning
11-08-08
12-08-08
15-08-08
Being conditional
19-08-08
First Experience with I-STOP
Vocabulary Purifier 21-08-08
VoCabulary purifier 22-08-08
Vocabulary 23/24-08-08
24-08-08

September
03-09-08: Heavy time, Time to write..
Sad Sad Saturday
17-09-08
20-09-08
20-09-08
Wall-E, Disney did it today..
21-09-08
21-09-08
21-09-09: A sentence out of a song
22-09-08
23-09-08
I am Quantum
25-09-08
26-09-08
28-09-08
27-09-08 SF to loose stuff.
I am nature (part 1)
Relation-cards 1st attempt

Oktober
I was in a car, F. drove the car.. And I'm sitting...
04-10-08
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ...
09-10-08
Singing/voice
Then you must've deserved it
Bullshit
The greys..

November
25-11-08
I totally freaked out!

December
2-12-08: Dream
03-12-08: Today- one moment- with lots of other mo...
05-12-08
06-12-08
09-12-08
10-12-08
11-12-08 Foggy Dream
11-12: Insights through Insights
13-12-08: Masturbation/ Sex
Problems..

2009januari
There's a lot present that need to be worked out.....
The accusation of my fear of attachment
I hate it when Im ''wrong"!
Uselessness
Pressure
TO think about:
The point where I was wrong
Chat of others with kieran
Grades and behind my back-situation
Where is my stability?
Making it myself easy & self-honesty
Pain, right side, kidney
Laughing because of Dishonesty

februari
sf
Finishing things and Working through things.
My resurrection
Nano-technology: Quantum Confinement
Today and sins of the fathers
Waarom mag ik van mezelf niet mijzelf ervaren?
SF
SF
Plato meets Aristoteles (Dutch)
Transitioning my blogs to dutch
Waarom schrijven bij je dagelijkse proces hoort......
Moest dit even op een rijtje zetten.
Wachten tot ik er klaar voor ben.
Balans
Vergadering
Frost/Nixon
Ik ben de vragensteller.Maar niet de verteller....
Yes I care
Opgeven
posten op forums
Biofeedback/ Legging
Me as the expression of Fire
27-02-09
28-02-09 1
28-02-09

maart
03-03-09
Leren
naam
Ever since that day, that my thoughts showed up as...
05-03-09.
oh boy..
SF
systems errors
0700
Enthousiasme
Dwang
16-03-09 #1
16-03-09 #2 Boerenlul- paul de leeuw
Leren
22-03-09
23-03-09
24-03-09
Is this how the mind works?
25-03-09
25-03-09 #2
25-03-09 #3 Thuis
25-03-09 #4 ogen
People know..

april
het begrip van het event
Verandering #1
These last days I do not feel to well..It's like...
05-04-09
08-04-09 #1
08-04-09 #2
08-04-09 #2 Point 1 Defining and SF
09-04-09 Point 2.1
09-04-09 Point 2.1.1
09-04-09 Point 2.1.1.1
10-04-09 Point 2.2
10-04-09 Point 2.2.1
in the meanwhile..
Ik vergeef mezelf dat ik mezelf toegestaan en toeg...
Hayfever
responsibility
dreams 14-04-09
Ego is not a seperate entity
21-04-09
resistance
unfair consequences
Sound of words
Particaption
people showing their true colors
Why I believe in Quantity
Why I believe in Quality
The urge to rush
People as Supermen/Women
I live as the excuse for me being me..
Alcohol and me
Desire to be immune
Trust & Consequences
Fear of working (money issues)
Money issues #2

mei
letting go/ holding on
6-5-09, geschrijf
1 "one"
1 "one" Summary
The mathematical equation: Diamonds are forever
Home = where the heart is
Strange dream
Identification & SF on a post of Maya: 'the power ...
Identification & SF on a post of Maya: Playing vic...
ZF over ftegenspraak
geschrijf
Me as Water
Practical Self-forgiveness: how is this done?
Defending
A dream: killing someone
tough and burdend
Full metal alchemist Brotherhood: 1
Traumatic physical experience: Scar right knee
I don't want a reason for me being me.
SF dankbaarheid
Sf opzettelijk anders gedragen
17-5-09: geschrijf
18-5-09:geschrijf
20-5-09 Dream
Vocalizing SF
resistance
randomisatie
Aantekeningen voor wat ik nu ga schrijven...


juni
Writing
An idea
The manifestation of myself as the resistor of the...
Seeing self-trust
I am scared to dive into this one...
Verloochening, vrienden en waarden.
SF on obedience/dedication
Het heeft geen zin om de 'waarheid' voor te kauwen...

juli
19-07-09
update proces
The buddy system
What demons has taught me..
Realisation: Fear of death
He added: “Remember, hear my words, don't look at ...
[Mercy] An un expected change...

augustus
Family and holiness
Streng zijn
Ik-heb-geen-zin systeem
My experience of today
A Letter to myself
'Cleaning up the shit'
29-08-09

september
hesitation
memory
My blogs
My quest for knowledge, a story
a song that popped up after releasing/working on t...
Pinpointing
optimizing yourself as the now or as the here
Why do I believe I can change the past?
just something allong the way
free will is fucking with me
Fainting
Sabotizing

oktober
dreams
Demons
schrijfsel
My dad: 1
How I live
I fucked myself
several dreams
Diary of Thoughts: "But I am a portal 'too'"
Diary of Thought: "I have projections about leavin...
Diary of thought: "I feel restricted"
The ignoring of self-help.
What is self-expression
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ...
being confirmed/acknowledged/accepted.
Here is I, As I am Here.Ok what has happened tod...
Een punt van wederzijds overleg
Jealousy & Possesion
The more you have the less effective you become.
I can never forget who I am, unless I allow myself...
going faster.I forgive myself that I have allowe...
One of my primary constructs of acceptance is:Ni...
Geloof-waardigheid
Er zijn een paar punten die ik altijd aansnij in e...
Pain in my occipital bones
When a question is asked where you are specificall...
Process of Self-realisation

november
Walking through points of uneasiness.Last couple...
I live in and as Two worlds

december
Attic
My Experiences with SRA so far
I was taking a piss and observed my piss returning...
Jealousy Celebssplenetic "Heavy lifting" (zwaarti...
Fear of influencing people for the worst.I was r...
I had a dream tonight.I was going to the toilet ...
Process through the eyes of a trekkie

2010februari
Re alignment of the past.
Pre Programming

april
Reading skills

mei
kut spam hier op blogger.ik wilde het schrijven ...

augustus
I wanted to write about something that just came u...
I was busy rearranging my computer. There were two...

Septemberseptember
Resentment.I can write this as an introspective ...
Resentmentality in relation to knowing stuff.I ha...
Dus ik ging slapen en begon mijn lichaam te voelen...
Walking the Physical Mind

October
Physical Anxiety
Deliberate actions of Influence.
Vocabulary
Physical Sadness
Dream of 25.10.2010

November
Double Vision
Double Vision (2)
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ...
BELIEVE!!!
Scanning Experience

December
A point of survival
Comment on Youtube: Freedom! That's what I stand f...
A Phone Call..
Update: A Phone Call..
The Pyramid of Equality
Why kids don't trust Grown-Ups
Teachers...

2011January
How to make energy non-existend?

February
Practical support: Systematic and Systemic-Doubtin...
Frustration
The Con of Consciousness as 'Time'

March
Some current point in my process.

aprilApril
My New Blogspot
Standing one and equal to each point-- is it simpl...
Windows Live Writer + Video Update
SF: Looking Youthfull
Recognizing backchat and taking action
The Aftermath of Inferiority
New Blog-Site Finally Ready!!!

May
A sneaky Design of Self-Energy-Creating constructs...
Why Fatties feel Fucked up! Start living oneself a...

June
Are you being a Chosen One? Do you feel honoured b...
We Live Life in Reverse, Let's Re-Verse our Lives!...
SF: Seeing through the conclomeration

July
Philanthropy
Descartes, Descartes' Error (Damasio) and the Dest...

August
Reading: Information Processing (Self-Explorative...
Daddy's Pride, A View From a Child
DesteniProductions YT-Channel Closed due to Abuse
Memory: Getting cleaner in my eyes.
Wellfare is the best thing that could be invented!...

September
News Flash: "People who eat meat are selfish"
DIY: World Population & World Poverty
Practical Self-Forgiveness: Some help.
Roadmap: The Technical Illusion


October
Process Support: The Trinity of Identity
Will my net worth grow so that I can betroth it to...
Will we go back to a native way of living in an EM...

November
Will there be Prostitution in an Equal Money Syste...
What will determine Morality in an Equal Money Sys...
Het gevoel van Hilariteit
Will banks grant us loans, Will money loans be nec...

December
An experiment of conformity By Asch
An experiment of Obedience By Milgram
An Investigation of Cognitive Dissonance
Het Probleem van een Hersenen-Dominantie leefstijl...

2012January
Response: Desteni has GREAT idea's, But it's STILL...
Gevangen in Woorden? Klik hier om je te bevrijden!...
Ecomare zet vraagtekens bij nut van opvang zeehond...