Follow my 7 Year Journey to Life, blogs wherein I am walking accepted and allowed internal patterns that has separated me from who I really am as life, in a process of Self-Honest Self-Forgiveness, as well as external patterns that make out the world system that we are all collectively agreeing on and manifesting, to re-write myself in ways that support self/life.
Today I stumbled upon yet another fear label in a facebook group about classical music. Someone had posted images of supposedly “funny” album covers from past times. I noticed that the majority of them were quite explicitly sexist in nature and obviously designed by men, for men. One cover featured a nude woman with a cat in her lap with the text “My pussy belongs to daddy”. And some of them were more “subtle” like the cover of a female flutist...Continue »
When talking about fear, it’s necessary to differentiate between two categories of fear – namely Physical Fear and Mental Fear. You could also call them Substantial Fear and Non-Substantial Fear. The reason I want to make this clear is a few comments I have seen since we started the FEAR WEEK project on youtube and face...Continue »
What made me listen to Desteni was of course first of all the message, but also the bluntness, directness and rawness with which it was delivered – nothing veiled with “beautiful” paraphrases, but the UNDENIABLE reality as it is. And the cardinal point was that Desteni actually provided me with practical common sense solutions to both the internal fuckedness and it’s external counterpart and reflection as this whole world. Desteni provided me with tools with which I...Continue »
I have finally started to paint again after a long time of shilly-shallying and I’m enjoying it quite a lot. I have basically not touched the paint brushes for about one and a half year now. The last time I painted I was within the SRA course in the process of dissecting and investigating the starting point of me painting and how I had come to form the persona as “the artist” and all the definitions I had attached to that whole persona,...Continue »
In July this year it was exactly one year since I took the decision to ban alcohol from my life, despite the encouragement to continue drinking from parents, friends and media. That ethanol is one of the most lethal neurotoxins in the world, is highly addictive and makes one lose control and become completely unreliable was not the starting-point of my decision (although it made the decision easier to make) – but it was rather my relationship with alcohol throughout my life that made...Continue »
Several Swedish news sources have lately reported about a 47 year old Swedish man that has held a number of women incarcerated in the basement of a deserted house where he raped and tortured them. The traditional forensic psychiatric examination that follows on crimes of this kind, explained that the man did not suffer from any serious mental disorder.
This is not the first time that the psychiatric “expertise” declares someone that is obviously mentally unstable and di...Continue »
If nothing happens in 2012 – if the wars and the violence keep raging on, if the pillaging of earths resources continues, if the slavery continues, if the rape continues, if the human trafficking continues, if the vivisection of animals continue, if the starvation continues, if the anger, hate and blame continues – will you forgive yourself? If no Jesus Christ, no Ashtar Command, no Sirians, no Nibiru, no gods, deities or goddesses come to “save the day” – wil...Continue »
Prior to desteni dreams seemed like an incomprehensible mess to me and made no sense whatsoever. I also separated myself from my dreams within not realizing that each element within the dream was a specific representation of myself. I now find dreams extremely supportive within exposing/revealing to me where I still have an issue/what I haven’t yet let go of. I will share an example of a dream I had the other week and how I applied self-forgi...Continue »