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Fidelis Spies posted this Yesterday, 18:22
Self Worth and Self Development
I have looked at the point of self-worth and self-value before and now some new points have opened up: Other dimensions of self-worth and self-value (or the lack thereof), as well as the consequences.
I have been working with the physical for a few years before I got Graves disease. I have developed my skills and got myself to a point where I was effective within a particular physical activity/process. What I did not develop effectively during those years was my "in...
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Fidelis Spies posted this May 13th, 18:31
A Musician I am
Continuing from my previous blog - read here for context.
In my previous blog what has been revealed was my starting point for being a musician and how I never really did it for myself; but rather to please others, fit in and be appreciated. This shows that I did not appreciate or value myself and searched for it in others. Within this I depended on other’s reactions and defined mysel...
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Fidelis Spies posted this May 9th, 10:53
I am a Musician
Forgive me listeners for I have sinned - It has been a while since I released a song...
I have been involved with music my whole life. From playing the piano to playing bands to forming Robot Virgins and producing/writing songs with various other Artists. It has been an enjoyable journey thus far.
It takes allot of time and patience and dedication to write and produce a song - Some songs took me days and most took weeks and even months. It is very satisfying when A song ...
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Fidelis Spies posted this May 6th, 23:21
Day 161 - Change is possible.
I am busy with a project where I take pictures of trees. It started a few years ago when we first planted fruit trees. What I did is: stand in the same place and take pictures of a tree once in a while and then after a while I have a time-lapse of the tree’s growth. I can see how the trees have grown over the years when I view the pictures in order.
It is fascinating to see this, because trees grow very slowly. So slow that you do not even notice it. It is only after a few years...
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Fidelis Spies posted this May 6th, 11:45
Doing it for Myself
Doing something for yourself is considered being selfish. Today I am looking at another dimension of this word. A big part of this journey to life is to write about yourself or to write yourself out - basically focus on yourself to become an effective living human being. Some may see this as being selfish saying " you must help others to make this world a better place, so focusing on yourself is being selfish!!!". The question here is: how does one / can one assist others when you can’t...
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Fidelis Spies posted this May 4th, 22:26
Self-Value and Self-Worth and Repetitive Failure
Writing about value and self-worth
When I judge myself as ‘not good enough’ or ‘not worthy’: I have no value for myself. Within this starting point, everything I do will be doomed to fail, because I see myself as not good enough and thus I have set myself up to fail even before I started. I create my own failure.
If who I am has no value or self-worth as judged by myself - then giving up is an easy thing. It is easier to give up on yourself and a particular task than it is to actual...
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Fidelis Spies posted this Apr 21st, 00:00
Day 158 - Uselessness
I Have touched on the subject in my other blog post of me seeing myself as weak and not strong in my previous post, Before I continue with that I'm going to write about another point that came up within that which is uselessness.
Its been almost 9 months since my first symptoms started of the Grave disease that I have. Before that I have been mostly busy with physical work. That...
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Fidelis Spies posted this Apr 18th, 23:14
What is Strength Really?
Strength and Weakness - Here I am going to look at the definitions of the words strength and weakness, how I defined the words in the past and how I redefined them for myself now
Here I will start with how I looked at strength/weakness in school:
In school, strength and weakness played a role. In sports you want to be strong to be a good player - make the team to show your friends and the girls how strong you are. If you don't make the team, you are weak. I was never a sports fan ...
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Fidelis Spies posted this Apr 15th, 23:31
Day 156 - Ask and you shall receive - Or Be silent and suffer
The heading seems a bit gloomy and doomy, which is how I feel today. I’ll start with words of wisdom that each one should take to heart and live by, for it will make your life easier and take away some of the struggle: ''Read the Manual''
With most things that require assembling, like a cupboard or a table - they include this piece of paper that has all the instructions on how to assemble it. Some people completely ignore this ‘holy grail’ believing they do not need ...
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Fidelis Spies posted this Apr 11th, 23:35
Day 155 - Future Projection
Winter is coming. The nights are getting colder and the early morning have a bite about them. Rain is getting less and trees are getting ready for their long sleep by shedding their leaves as the wind brush beside them.
On the farm winter means dry season and dry season means fire season. With the frost and cold that kills and the rain that deprives the grass - the fields get very dry, creating perfect fuel for fire. Each farm has the responsibility for making their own fire ...
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