2012: Day one of my 7 year process
of birthing self as life . this is a process of my self looking into all my thoughts and words and deeds that have created my world.
Day 1: My search freedom :
As far back as I can remember I have been searching for freedom for I have all ways have this feeling that I am not free. Thus as soon as I became an adult I set out on a quest to achieve freedom in which I believe comes with allot of money.
I forgive my self that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe freedom is only possible if I have allot of money not realizing that even if I have allot of money and others do not it would be impossible for me to feel freedom if all are not free,for once I have the money I worry about loosing it thus crating the cycle of gain and loss and the fear of loss of money .
I forgive my self for accepting and allowing my self to equate freedom to only money even though I know the present money system
is design to only allow some to be free and most to be slaves.I forgive my self
that I have accepted and allow a system of lack to be the primary money system in the world which is a debt base system in which most must be in death for some to have money,not realizing that the money system is a system created to enslave the mass in hoping and praying for a better life after. Not realizing that money is energy thus it is a creation of the physical and thus I have allowed myself to be enslaved to my own creation how crazy is that.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow my self to palace myself is a constant striving for money and not realizing how money is created thus enslaving my self in the perpetual need for money , rather realizing that the needy will always become greedy thus enslaving all in a time loop of lack though we live on an abundant earth.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing the abundance of the earth to be apart of my self and all but rather look to the lack to enslave myself and all in neediness which equals greediness . Which is the world that we live in now and I had just been seeking a way out for myself and family only and not realizing that it is impossible to be free or experience freedom until we are all free in all ways.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my self to believe the word freedom is separate from me and thus enslave myself to the perpetual seeking of freedom rather than realize that I am one and equal to the word freedom.
I commit my self to the dedication of my life to put into place a system that honer all life equally for until all are free no one can be free.
I commit myself to oneness and equality for LIFE
that I and all can experience a world of abundance for Life we are and Life we must all be.