Interview with Bernard Poolman
Ok so let’s look at the ‘situation’ around Energy.
What has ‘caused’ our ‘Problem’ within the ‘Context of our Existence’?
In the Very Beginning, we ‘emerged’ from the Physical Universe. From that which was, call it ‘Manifest’ - that which was ‘Here’. So the Physical Universe. In our ‘emergence’ from it, we were in a way like an ‘Energetic Impulse’, that came ‘from it’.
So, in the beginning, they will explain to you, for instance, if you look at and you study the Races that is Here in the Universe – how everyone ‘emerged’ from the Planets. And then when you ‘died’, you returned to the Planet. For instance, when we found Anu – well, all the Beings in Heaven – we started going back: we were looking at the ‘Forefathers of Anu’. We found them ‘in the Planets’. They existed as an ‘Imprint’, as ‘the History of the Movement of the Energetics’.
Because Energy ‘always changes form’, but it’s ‘always the same energy’. So, Dimensionally, it will have a ‘different imprint’.
When you for instance now ‘eat food’, the food that you’re eating is coming, say, ‘from the plant’, but that plant has ‘derived its energy’ from the shit that was ‘placed back into the earth’, and thus it’s the ‘same energy’ –it’s just ‘another dimension’ ‘of it’.
Which is how your ‘Multi-Dimensionality’ operates in a ‘Physical way’.
So if you really go back at ‘any singular point’ in the Physical Reality, you will be able to find ‘all its dimensions’ –that means ‘that which it has existed as before’. Which is your ‘quantum reality’ as you experience it as a ‘Physical Reality’ and as you assess ‘how’ it has progressed through what you call time –but it was actually, just simply its ‘functionality’ within a ‘Sequential Process of Eternal Existence’, where it simply changes Form from ‘energy to energy’. Which means it changes ‘substance’, it changes ‘its nature’ from ‘One Form’ to ‘Another Form’. But you can ‘go back’, within that, and actually ‘trace back’ its ‘Origin’. That means: ‘Where does it come from’ and ‘how did it move’ –which is similar to ‘Past Lives’ and ‘One’s Existence throughout ‘Time’’.
This ‘Time’ though, is not really ‘measured’ as anything else than the ‘Sequential Change/Transformation of the Energy’, ‘that’ which was its ‘substance’.
Now, within that we became ‘Aware’. We became ‘An Energy of the Energy’. In that ‘Awareness’, we created ‘a Mind’. That ‘Mind’ was basically our ‘attempt’ to understand our existence within this ‘emergence’ from what is Here.
Everything was always ‘fine’ because, from a certain perspective, if you have ‘managed’, or, ‘directed it’ within ‘the Interest of All’, there was ‘no conflict’, there was ‘no friction’ necessary, because the ‘Energy’ was simplistically ‘transforming’ within the Relationships that was Existent. The Relationships that was Existent was within ‘its definition’ ‘of’ and ‘as’ the Form it has, that is then ‘taken apart’ and it ‘Releases Energy’ - which is ‘Fusion’, for instance, or ‘Combustion’ for instance.
We all existed within a Reality that you could call ‘Quanta’, a ‘Quantum Reality’, where everything in a way was ‘immediate’, yet we would experience ourselves within the Sequence of our Expression.
Within that ‘emerged’ a ‘Process of Abuse’. A Process of, where some noticed that they could ‘form’ a ‘Point of View’ about something, and that their ‘Point of View’, which you could call ‘an Opinion’, was ‘worth more’ than another’s ‘Point of View’. Within that ‘Point of View’, a ‘friction developed’ between ‘Two Points’ of ‘Views’.
The ‘Friction’ between those ‘Two Points of View’, which are now a ‘Manifestation of ‘another dimension’ of the ‘Same Energy’ where it comes from, which has become ‘Individualized’ and ‘Separate’ from ‘the Total Movement of the Physical Energy within which All Existed’.
Within that ‘Contextual Relationship’ that was created, a ‘friction developed’ between those ‘Two Points of View’, ‘the Opinions’. That ‘friction’ created or ‘allowed’ an ‘Energy’ to emerge that was ‘Separate’, that could be ‘directed’ as ‘Individualized Energy’ –which you can call THOUGHT today.
Within that we created our ILLUSION. Once we started taking that ‘Thought’ -that ‘Separated Changed Perceptual Energy’, which was ‘not seen’, which was ‘not returning to its Source’– we started to create ‘Illusions’. And we started to ‘trap’ that Energy which is ‘Real’ into an ‘Illusion’, and we slowly ‘consumed’ the Universe, throughout ‘Billions of Years’, as you now call it, we have ‘consumed’ the Whole Universe like that.
A ‘Solution’ had to be found. Because of the ‘very nature’ of the ‘Energy’, that was created as a ‘Mental Energy’, as ‘an Energy of Individualized Delusion’.
Implied within that -- Equal and One -- was ‘a limitation’ to a ‘Single Point’, which made possible the Manifestation of the Individual Form within ‘the context’ of the Triangle. Because that ‘emergence’ of ‘an Opinion’, of ‘a Point of View’ ‘About Something’, in conflict with the ‘Point of View’ of another point: created a ‘Triangle’.
Two points ‘in conflict’ created a point of ‘combustion’, a point of ‘friction’ which created ‘Energy’. Another ‘Level of Energy’. That Energy is the Energy we today live as, as ‘Personality’.
That made it possible, obviously, for the ‘automatic emergence’ of what you would call ‘3-Dimensions’. Because that’s how we created 3-Dimensions as a System.
The fact that that was a ‘Delusion’ didn’t matter. Because within that we ‘became’ that ‘Separated Opinion’, that ‘Idea of Ourselves’. When we became that ‘Idea of Ourselves’, we created what you have today. ‘Entities’, ‘beings’ -- even in the Physical -- that exist NOT AS the Physical.
You are Existing as the ‘Mental Projection of your Physical Self’. So, you became a ‘Digital Self’. A ‘Self’, ‘contained within’ ‘Opinion’, ‘Digits’, ‘Symbols’. Which is ‘Not Physical’.
Because remember, if we go back to the story of Anu and them, they took ‘Symbols’ from the Planet –they took ‘pieces’ of the Planet and made ‘Symbols’ of it- which is then made to an ‘Opinion’ –they created ‘an Idea’.
Then ‘the Idea’ became ‘important’ and your ‘Opinion about the Idea’ became your ‘Mental Projection’, your ‘delusion’, your ‘illusion’ = what you ‘Believe Yourself to Be’, which then I would call a ‘Personality’.
This ‘Personality’ will ‘fight’ for its Existence by having ‘a Point of View’, which is in conflict with ‘Another Point of View’. The ‘friction’ between those two has created ‘the System’ as it exists today. According to that, we then made ‘Rules for the System’, which is the ‘Laws’ and the ‘Moralities’ and the ‘Beliefs’ that exist today –which we then ‘adhere to’. We have taken ‘that’ and put it back into ‘Symbols’ -- which is ‘Writing’-- made it ‘Our Laws’, and we have ‘bound’ ourselves to that.
For this reason, something had to be created, ‘a Vacuum’, which is Earth, the ‘Utmost Fear’ (Atmosphere).
Where has ‘Fear’ ever existed, from a ‘perspective’ as we have it today, before we created the Mind? No. Fear did not exist as that. Fear started existing, as it exists today, the moment we started to ‘Fear Losing Our Point of View’, which we ‘believed to be ourselves’ -- but which was not ‘really real’! So, you inevitably would ‘lose’ that Point of View, because it ‘isn’t’ Who You Are.
But the moment you ‘believe’ that is ‘All’ Who You Are, then obviously, the moment the Point of View no longer exists, YOU also no longer exist. Which is how we created our ‘own End’, which we are now currently living out. We are now reaching ‘the End of Time’, which means we are reaching the point where we can ‘no longer’ ‘generate’ this ‘sustainable’, this ‘Idea of Our Self’ ‘sustainably’, because we have created, virtually, ‘in every possible way’, a form of ‘conflict’, where we cannot ‘Trust Each Other’ but we live ‘in Fear’ of Each Other.
So we have become, simply, ‘Mental Projections’, ‘contained’ within the Physical, which ‘suck the Physical dry’ until it dies. And then the ‘Mental Projection’ that ‘remains’ is what you end up in the Afterlife as. In that you are basically ‘Absolutely Powerless’.
So, unless you actually, ‘deliberately’, in the Afterlife ‘give up your existence’ -within the understanding that you’ve become ‘virtually’ an ‘Illusionary Energy’- you ‘Let it go’. That means, you give ‘back’ what you’ve ‘Allowed You to Become’ to its ‘Source’, which is the Physical. So that you ‘become in that’, ‘the Physical’ – (unless you do that) You are pretty much ‘Screwed for Eternity’. Which is pretty cool, from a certain perspective, because you now have ‘No Impact’ whatsoever on Reality. You are simply ‘Non-Existent’.
Now imagine, the ‘problem’ that ‘emerged’ from all of this – one’s ‘Mental Projection’ that you have ‘become’ as ‘Personality’ has then created from it(self) ‘Entities’, which is ‘the Systems’ that Run. These Systems have become ‘alive’, in a way, because, you know, you have ‘changed its energy’ from the perspective, it is ‘Projections of Energy’, it is like ‘a wave of’, it’s an ‘outflow of’, it’s a ‘mirror effect’ of, -of the ‘Original Energy’. It’s not ‘the Original Energy’. It is like having ‘a picture taken of it’ and ‘believing the picture to be real’. That’s how the Mind System Operates.
Now imagine, these things ‘existed’ ‘before Earth existed’, a long time before it. Earth is just a ‘Manifestation’, where All of These Points have been ‘brought together’ so it can be ‘Seen’ to ‘Understand’ how we’ve created this Reality, how we’ve created Ourselves in essence.
So therefore, Earth had to be Manifested as a ‘Singular Point’, which was: everyone had to be brought Together Here, to get ‘stuck’ in the ‘Actual Manifested Illusion’, which was ‘Sound’, which is what Earth is: Earth is Sound, and within ‘Sound’, which contains ‘All Possible Expressions’, it’s possible to actually Manifest ‘the Illusion’ and live it as if it is real, so that you can Learn what is the Consequence of your Creation.
So, let’s look at it again. What is our Problem? ‘Our Problem’ is ‘Our Perceptual Ideas of the Energy that Flows from the Friction that is Existent between Ourselves as Separate Personalities’. Within that, we create ‘an idea’ of ‘What Life Is’ and we ‘manage’ it through Systems called ‘Laws’ and ‘Morality’ and ‘Belief’. Within that, we then create a ‘Digital World’, which is Existent in ‘the Mental’, while we ‘disregard’ what is Real in the Physical. And we have thus ‘no value’ we give to the Physical, but yet we ‘Fear to Lose our Mental Self’.
That ‘Mentality’ has created the World the Way it is Today. That is ‘Our Problem’. That is the ‘point’ that must be stopped. Not ‘the Physical’. The Physical Reality is ‘Pretty Cool’. Our ‘Mental Reality’ is ‘Pretty Fucked up’.
Now imagine, the Consequential Outflow of you, when you ‘Die’ as a ‘Mental Self’ -- is that you ‘no longer exist’, from the Physical Reality’s Point of View, and you become nothing more than ‘a thought’, the Outflow ‘of’ what You Have Become. And then you become ‘a thought of a thought’. And ‘a thought of a thought of a thought’.
The Average Human Being today exists as ‘less than their own thoughts’. That’s why their thoughts have the Power inside their ‘Self’ -inside the mind- to ‘question them’.
So, if you have a ‘conversation’ with yourself in your Mind, where your thoughts have the ‘capacity’ to ‘reduce you’ to a Physical Experience of ‘fear’ or ‘anxiety’ or ‘feeling less than’ –then you are ‘less than your thoughts’.
Pretty screwed up, ‘delusional existence’, that is now ‘placed’ within a ‘Fascinating Context’: That apparently, you have ‘a choice’ to be like this. The Choice to Be Like This, is Existent within the ‘Mental Projection’ of yourself within which you have a ‘Holographic Experience of ‘Super-Hero’’, for instance, where you are ‘Superman’ within your own ‘Mental Projected Self’. Where you can do ‘anything’, because it does not impact the Physical.
Common sense, is Existent within the Physical, that which is ‘commonly sensed’ between all Physical Parts to support itself. Now imagine, that our ‘very nature in this world’ –the way ‘nature operates’- is a Manifestation of our ‘Digital Self’, our ‘Mental Projected Self’. And we have ‘lost contact’, ‘Completely’, with the Physical. Which is why, slowly but surely, most of the Physical that was here is busy dying, is becoming ‘extinct’. Just as we are becoming extinct.
We are becoming extinct as a ‘Real Being’, and in that we become only at the End: ‘a thought’, a ‘Projected Digital Self’, which has ‘no existence’ in Reality whatsoever. And then we are screwed. And you can’t ‘trust any of that’ because –can you ‘Trust your Mind’? You can’t Trust your Mind. Because your Mind will ‘form opinions’ and will be impacted by a ‘Singular Energy Source’.
So, if you are Two Beings Communicating, you are at ‘high alert’, the other one is at ‘high alert’, you’re throwing opinions at each other and out of that try and form ‘An Alliance’ or you create a ‘War’-of Mind. And accordingly, you’ll ‘manifest’ your ‘experience’. And the being can say ‘one word’ or ‘move in one way’, and you’ll immediately go: “Oh! What are they really saying? Are they mocking me? Oh, they are trying to convince me here. I will not agree.”
Multiple ways you’re using your Projections, but ‘none of it’ is Real, because it’s ‘not real’ in the Physical, it’s not within the context of what’s HERE. But what has happened is: you’ve taken the Physical Energy and you’ve ‘transformed it’ into a Projection of Itself, which is now a ‘Projected Energy’, and you have ‘become’ this ‘Projected Energy’, which is basically like just a ‘Reflection of Light’. Not real. It’s not ‘the Light’, it’s a ‘Reflection of the Light’. It’s the ‘beam’ that’s ‘out there’. It’s not ‘the Actual Light’. And you believe that ‘beam’ is ‘you’ and you’re trying to ‘get back’ to the ‘Actual Light’ –which is impossible. Because it’s ‘streaming forth’. You can’t get back.
You have to Stop. And then you have to Amalgamate with what is HERE to really be able to End your Illusion.
What is more fascinating is that, within the Context of your ‘Self-Creation’ you have ‘De-Valued’ Life to ‘such a degree’, that, have a look: you ‘do not give a shit’ ‘about anyone in Existence’ and ‘what they’re really experiencing’ at the Physical Level –that which is Real, which is the Physical. Therefore, by that very fact, you have given ‘Permission’ for your ‘Deletion’, for your ‘Non-Existence’. Because you Disregard everything else as ‘Non-Existing’. And in that ‘Single Act’, you have given Permission for Your End.
Which is ‘Accordingly’ Emerging Now.
Got it? Any questions? Clear? Thanks.