Written by Bernard, originally published on the Forum on
i saw "the first molecule in existence" video about how it duplicated itself and all that but how did that first molecule came to existence, was it infinite, just like the god concept? 
and a second question is how do you explain the portal, how the body remains stable after she crosses over, why now and why this particular girl?
The first molecule was a fascinating experience
we were looking for answers--and found many--the first sound--the first word--the first beings
etc
so--then the first molecule--and the way it presented itself--fascinating--it implied--we are all there is--but also implies--we really fucked up with what we created--because--now we were billions of years before the current cycle that started 350 billion years ago
and the answer was certainly not what we expected--the implication not what we wated or would prefer
we are it--and what we have become as man--is the highest we have been--right now --here on earth--we are facing the truth of all creation--we have created this as ourselves--we have no idea about love or life--we have manifested our fear of loss and developed that into fear of each other--we have forgotten we have done it as a form of denial
so--why the girl--she made a choice in a moment the choice could be made and moved from her body without fear--not even without fear--it simply was how it is--you breath and leave the body--see--the mind find this difficult to conceive-- because the mind exist as fear and justification and relationship--the relationship with an empty shell body is fear
not for winged--nothing existed that limited that expression as herself--absolute innocence--I certainly did not expect what happened when she left her body--and they way the beings coming through were speaking--normal--not like the previous times I was involved in channelling--
so--I decided to give it a chance--and started asking questions and investigating and setting challenges and do mindquests and sound quests and magnetic challengess--
it was certain eventually--with what she was experiencing --that it was real--nothing like what was expected--nothing like it before--and nowhere one could read about it--just firsthand experiences throwing all ideas to the wind
the question was--what do one do with this--
there is obviously a problem
we did this for 1 and half years for hours on end daily--finding ways to do it faster quicker--starting the same quest from a different point to tesat the answers--without exposing the question--she never know what was going to happen--nothing was discussed--it had to be firsthand her experience to make sure no influences happens
and so we found what we did--much of this on tape--yet to be transcribed
many,many hours--questions, tests and answers
the problem thoug--we are so deep in trouble--we had to act--this world is collapsing and we with it--
thus we present her some of the stuff--but not all--and so we find those with reall experineces and those in mindfucks easier--and now where to speak and who will make it and who not--all is already determined in a way
self honesty is a sound frequency that can be seen
self forgiveness, self deception, self realisation--all are seen
mindsystems are seen--so==what beings on the forum term arrogant--realise this--we actually see all the thoughts--the outcomes--the decptions--the fears
all of it--and we already know what will happen
yet we have to walk the process--to stop enslavement
and we will--and some will make it--be self realised and all will open for them and some won't==and that is ok--because death this life is the final divide--where all see--but after death--great shit--big suffering--because--retribution--facing the truth of self--and then--back to earth--to prove the self corrections in space time action-- this is the place where all face the truth
EARTH
HEART
This is the place where the eye of the needle is